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Gold From Rust

by Birdie Fenn Cent

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1.
Happy as a Man~Well everywhere I go, seems I’ve always been around/I made a name for myself and I’ll never live it down/No one wants me here, but they won’t let me out/Won’t look me in the eyes, I️ guess I know what it’s about/Well everyone’s got their mind made up/I’ll never be anything but torn up in this town/Can’t even find a home on the wages I️ get paid/For all the trouble it took, well that’s all they ever gave/When you’ve got nothing in your hands, but wishes and far-off plans/They’ll say you should've found yourself a bright and sturdy lad/Instead your lookin’ real rundown mama, you’re lookin’ bad// Chorus: If I️ had a place that I️ could live, a place to lay my head/In a place that I️ could stand, somewhere I’d never been/If I️ had the sun on my face and I️ had money in my hand/ I’d be happy as an oyster /I’d be happy as a man//I’m a prude if I️ don’t and I’m a whore if I️ do/Took me a while, but I️ learned a thing or two/If you’re a little woman with nothin’, it don’t matter who wears the shoes/You can work all day and night and you can pay your poor man’s dues/But they’ll never think nothin’, but a woman of you//Chorus//Well I’d walk right in there and I’d sit right down/Start shouting orders for a stiff and sturdy round/And I’d tell ‘em all to bury it, deep down in the ground, where I cannot hear a single sound/Cause I️ don’t need their thoughts, I️ don’t need their dirty looks/Or their sympathetic nods, their self-indulgent hooks/I’m doin’ fine, in my skin/I’m getting good, not fitting in/I’m getting by, and I’m throwin’ it all to hell//Chorus//
2.
Golden Dime 04:48
Golden Dime~//Chorus: I'll be your little poor princess, I'll be your golden dime/I'll be your little rockin‘ horse, show you a good time/I'll be anything you want, just say that you’ll be mine/As long as you are here with me I'll always feel just fine//Took me once to where he grew up, a golden ocean up in the hills/He’s got a heart that makes me smile and cry, and his mother loves him still/He said I could take anything I want, and it’s only him and I will/He's my handsome anarchist, I'm his country girl/Oh I'm his country girl/Well he's real nice and he's real sweet, he don’t ever lie/Unless it’s right here next to me, he’s always on my side/He told me he'd love me forever, now he can never die/I would never leave him, so neither now can I/Oh, neither now can I//Chorus//We don’t sleep and we don’t fight, sure do cry each time we part/I guess that's just what happens, when someone’s sweet on your heart/It’s the right kind of heavy, it’s the most gentle kind of hard/Aches right down to my soul and bones, but it never does no harm/I might not always have the words, but he must understand/He's the wind blowing in my sails, he's my dry land/He drives a thousand miles, and he wears callouses on his hands/Just to lie with me a woman, just to feel like him a man/Oh feel like him a man//Chorus//
3.
Cold Feet 03:15
Cold Feet~I always get cold feet about killing myself/They said I should reach out, get some help/Help’s for kids and people who like grabbin’ at air/Do I want to live my life full of pain/Till I'm all hunched over that walking cane/At the ripe old age, where even the ones you raised start lookin‘ through ya//Chorus: Like you’re not there, you never was/It’s not your life, just dreamt it up/You’re not there/there never was/No hell below, no heaven above//They said it might help if I found love/Well they must not know me that much/All I do is shout and shove/Grit my teeth to sleep at night/Do I want to live my life on somebody's arm/While we run in circles causing each other harm/Years later down the road, find out your favorite bag of bones, don’t even know who you are//Chorus//Well I got a mind set on checkin’ out/And going somewhere nothing ever comes around/Losing all those things, that are so hard to live without/Do I want to live my life all alone, way up on a mountain watching the trees grow/Find out someday what all the poets know/There's nothing special about it kid, made you do what you did//Chorus//
4.
Gold From Rust~Started crying, no reason why/You didn't question and I didn't mind/There's not enough time to tell you anyhow/You can ask any of the friends I've got now, about the time my heart turned to stone/Left it out too long last winter//Chorus: Couldn't tell...gold from rust/Didn't matter much, what it was/I breathed it in, breathed it in//Three hours at the sink, you’ve got skin like leather and a mind like ink/It’s messy and dark and on the brink of runnin'/Different hat with a different outfit, this one’s got a country accent/Likes smokin’ and drinkin‘/And never knows what’s comin’//Chorus//All the while the world’s still in spin/Maybe I haven’t caught the best of it/I'd be a fool if I wasn’t wonderin'/Fumblin’ over now cause you’re run down, from all of the times you really held out/Found it gone, and I know you’re still mourning//Chorus//
5.
Broken Gun 03:07
Broken Gun~Without all the rhyme, without all the reason/I lost a few things, I probably didn’t need them/I wasn’t heart-broke, I was elated/There's nothin’ I like more, than being broke and jaded/It's not the way you stroke her, it's not the way you pet her/It's not the way you tell her you never will forget her/We all go blind, when we're in love/It's a kiss from the devil, a curse from above(repeat)//Well there was no logic, behind all your thievin’/You had no business just taking what they're leavin’/We all want more, than what we have got/So you can love them and please them, and give them all that you have/Yes you can love them and please them, give them all that you have/But that will not release them/It's just the nature of their trap//Well tell me did I scare you, or was that just me/I've got a past and I've got a history/I never hurt no one, I don’t think that I can/I'm a broken gun in the arms, of a loaded man//It's not the way you hold her, it's not the way you see her/It's not the way that slowly the world is risin’ up to meet her/We all go blind, when we are in love/It's a kiss from the devil, curse from above(repeat)//
6.
Mister Crabtree~Mister Crabtree, still remember when you said to me/Climb onto my time machine, this one‘s not suiting me/Sunlight would be good for me, river current, wind through the reeds/Hell, snow could fall on the eaves, and I think it’d be alright by me//If I'd a met you when I was twenty-three, boy we would’ve made a scene/Heads shakin’ and their eyes turn green, when they saw the way you walk with me//Then we could still have some things, full hearts and unbroken dreams/Places we'd yet to see and songs we'd sing/We'd have lots of time//Chorus: Won't you be mine, won't you be mine/Won't you be mine, we both know it's right/Won't you be mine, won't you be mine/And I'll be yours, we'll love each other, grow old gentle and kind//Mister Crabtree, still remember when you said to me/I was the prettiest thing you'd seen, my head got light and my knees got weak//There's a place you'd rather be/It's about ten blocks down this street/I think it'd be real sweet, just to have you there with me//I guess that's how it is/Don't know what hits ya then/It's like it's always been/You look your whole life, happens in just one night//Chorus//
7.
Fast and Natural~Well I thought that I’d never find love again, but boy did I find it my friend/It was like, I never had//Standing out there in the sun and the rain, in the middle of the woods, callin’ my name, well I want you so bad//All my love and my longin‘ to kiss you/I could never tell you how much I miss you, cause I’m never gonna make sad//Stayin’ up late and not sleepin’ it off/Wakin’ up early to make love in our socks/Just happened like that//It was fast and natural it was hot and easy, feelin‘ like someone finally sees me/Just a matter of fact//Chorus: All of my love and my longin’ to kiss you/I could never tell you how much I miss you/Cause I miss you too bad/All my love and my longin‘ to kiss you/I could never tell you how much I miss you, cause I’m never going to make you sad//I don’t like goin’ to sleep at night, without my love by my side/I wake, heart's like a heavy stone// The thought of you, comin‘ back here/There’s nothin’ that could make me happier/Than the thought, of you and I alone//Chorus//
8.
Hook in My Heart~Guess this anchor's different/Doesn't come on in waves/It's a hook in my heart, trying to pull me away/From my life and my home, and the ones that I love/Over some tragedy, that I can't rise above//Don't think on it too much, but I almost caved/To the rich and the pretty, the pure and the saved/But I couldn't buy it, so I'm just the same/I guess I'll be leavin’, just as broke as I came//It's deep in my bones, this tome of white lies/Like I guess I'll go home, just call it a night/Like lately I, been doin’ just fine/I like it right here, no one’s by my side//Well I saw your bridges, condos, freeways and progress/And I saw your garden, full of hornets and regrets/I guess there's a few things, make you wanna lay down and die/Usually starts as a promise, just ends up as a lie//Well sometimes it scares me, just to give love away/Cause I tried it once, oh lord did I pay/I thought I could pull, those hooks from my heart/I just started bleeding, till I fell apart/It's deep in my bones, all wrapped in white lies/Like I guess I'll go home, just call it a night/Like lately I, been doing just fine/I like it right here, no one’s by my side//Guess this anchor's different/Doesn't come on in waves/Just a hook in my heart, tryin’ to pull me away/From my life and my home, and the ones that I love/Over some tragedy, that I can’t rise above...//
9.
Some Kind of Dog~I'm not trying to say that you're some kind of dog/Or there’s a reason that you may have heard that a lot/I'm not trying to say that is all that you are/Well that's just all I’ve seen before//Is that a hand-held mirror or a magnifying glass/I spent all my wishes in the life that I lived last/I spent all my hours working for cash/Mirrors are made for lookin’ back//When the hens aren’t layin' and the geese have all flown/If there's a screw in my tire I might write a song/But how will I know when I’ve been here too long/Well most of the time, I've got it wrong//People are like pictures and passing landscapes/The more the sun shines on a place, the more that the colors fade/Bleached out shades of gray, brown, and black/Well they don’t ever turn back//I like being right as much as I like thunder/But I don’t know when I started to like bein’ drug under/I remember a three-legged dog my second uncle called Finn/But I never thought to ask, what happened to him//I'm not trying to say that you're some kind of dog/Or there’s a reason that you may have heard that a lot/I'm not trying to say that is all that you are/Well that's just all I’ve seen before//So don't spend all your time looking in mirrors and writing songs/About faded-out pictures and three-legged dogs/There's not a looking glass that can tell you if you've been here too long/Or a screw that could turn you into some kind of dog//

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Limited Edition debut album from Birdie Fenn Cent. Nine songs of original Northwestern Outsider Folk recorded in three sessions between November of 2017 and January of 2018. Full takes, straight through, no comps, edits or overdubs. Just the intimacy of Birdie's Voice and Acoustic Guitar captured graciously on 1/2" Analog Tape.

"The music that Birdie Fenn Cent writes and sings is as pure and honest as it gets. She lives it and writes about it and writes about it and lives it. She’s a songwriter’s songwriter whose blood runs the color of music. Her songs shake things up, turn things inside out and dance with the skeletons in society’s closet. It takes courage to be vulnerable, to let the birds out of your heart and pull the rug out from under your demons. Birdie does this-- line after line, song after song."
~jacob crabtree

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released November 18, 2018

Words & Music by Birdie Fenn Cent
Recorded, Mixed & Mastered by Jacob Crabtree
in Portland, Oregon
Front and Back Cover Photos by Rob Fraser

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